My Time Out

Sometimes I am so tired at the end of the day that all I want to do is fall into bed and sleep for 25 hours. Some days or most days involve taking care of everyone and everything. My days seem endless sometimes. When I do get a chance just to sit and just to be. A chance just to do nothing because everyone is fed, bathed, and everything is cleaned and put in its place I am too tired to enjoy the moments of just sitting. My mind wanders to the next days tasks and what I could be doing instead of just sitting. I have less energy now days. I guess its from just getting older. Don't get me wrong, I have energy but just not as much as I used to. 
So, the other day I was determined just to sit and do nothing not to think about the next day. Just to be. To be in the moment. Just to breathe and relax and of course fan myself occasionally. After all, my life has changed and although I sometimes feel like a spinning top like the ones my son got at dollar tree. I am just taking it one day at a time and taking time just to breathe and just to sit quietly. My time out.